Today a very bad day and an unforgettable day… Read on and u will know why..
Early in the morning, I heard some conversation between my mum and my grandpa.. At first I thought chey it must be some usual conversation.. Who knows not long after my mum came into my room telling me that my uncle has juz jump off from the building... I was totally stunned and shocked by this... This had never come across my mind.. My uncle jumped off from the building?
As my uncle and my grandpa was living juz next door beside us, my mum would be busy with those upcoming stuffs.. Need to do all those preparations.. but my mum was lost and dun know what to do..

After hearing the news, I couldn’t get back to sleep though I was very tired cause I stayed up to study till 4am yesterday… not long after, I saw police car coming.. my mum went downstairs with my grandpa.. I just know that they were all sad and very shock by what had happened.. I was curious so I look out of my door and saw my uncle corpse… I was stunned and shocked by what I saw… deep in my heart I also feel frightened.. cause I saw the place where he land is just exactly the spot that is outside my room..

After the “shi fu” do some chanting to “chao du” or what, she told my mum that my uncle was kanna possessed… long story.. my mum say “children like us don’t know anything, whatever she is telling us we won’t understand”. Indeed it’s true, cause there is many ???? in my heads….

My mum and some of my uncle need to collect the body tomorrow cause the body has been send to the autopsy for examination.. After that it will be send for cremation straight cause my uncle is single with no children to take care of his funeral…

Come to think of it, I feel sad and guilty.. My uncle dotes on me a lot when I’m young…. Every time when my mum need to go to the market or work, he will be taking the responsibility to take care of me.. he will bring me to the market for breakfast and buy me sweets or tidbits.. But when I am old I start to drift away from him… maybe it’s because we’re older and busy with things… sometimes when I see him outside I will like trying to avoid him cause I don’t want to call him.. Partly I was lazy.. come to think of it I feel rather guilty and ashamed of myself when I start to recalls days when I am young that he take care of me…

Whatever it is, everything has come to an end… hope everything will be fine and God will bless this uncle of mine though he is a Buddhist… Life is short and so treasures everyone around you when they are around… Don’t leave regret in your life..

Dear dear now is in Japan… He just left S’pore at 1am plus… He send me some photos via mms in Japan.. That idiot trying to tempt me with his food.. He took a photo of his lunch…!!! =p
He’s not going to tempt me with that… I had given him a very “shen sen ren ru” there.. he just have to buy many goodies and tidbits back for me..!! haha.. he will be back tml …
Fast right?