i'm back.. done wif exam and finally i'm break free.. break free from exam n relationship..yes.. we've broken up yesterday.. valentine day.. i initiate it.. but i was force wif no choice.. believe me i couldn't feel any much better either.. after all we've been together for 1yr8mth.. i'm human of cos i ve feeling.. he was mad.. he went to my house to make a din.. he embarass me in front of everybody.. i hate him.. he dun understand wat i wan.. he keep thinking tat i nv receive flowers and present from him tat's y i'm angry.. for wat i'm after all tat.. i noe he wun buy me flowers.. tat's him.. everything is over from the moment he shout at me..
can somebody help me to break free from trouble..?
tml might be going to a&e for x-ray.. my backache back again.. this time might be slip disc.. dunno how to spell.. i'm getting worried... i scared need operation..
god pls bless me tat i'm well..

Not in a rather good mood today. Mainly because of what I’ve heard from my student. Guess what? My student says the auntie that is taking care of him is complaining about me. This is not the first time she is talking behind me. She really a damn hypocrite. Every time, she act to be kind whenever I come. Then behind give me a stab. WTH!! Anything she just say in front of me. I don’t like people talking behind of me. That gives me double hatred of that person. Who knows what she has been telling the parent in front of me. If I want to tell the parent of what she has done I also can. Everytime, she uses the material I buy for my student and make it to another copy for her son. Like what? Those study aid CD. Or she will take those books that I bought and let her son do. OMG! Do u have to save all this educational things. It’s not as if she can’t afford. She’s been doing many things behind my back. She thinks I don’t know. I just chose to be ignorance. Do know which type of people is the scariest? Those who can laugh and talk with you like you can talk everything under the sun but in fact that person is giving you a stab behind the back. Ya.. that type of people is known as “xiao li chang dao”.

A friend call me.. asking me whether I am free on V day.. I chose to say I’m busy.. don’t see the point of celebrating it.. Perhaps it no longer any meaning to me......

These few days trying very hard to get myself settle down for revision.. but hard.. my heart seems to be wondering to elsewhere.. lala land?? Lol.. partly because of my procrastination..

Saw this person nick in MSN. Let’s name him “Mr X” . he wrote there.. "why does she chose to hurt me when I’m recovering?” at that very moment I tell myself that is his retribution. He sows what he reaps. Who ask him that time try to woo me and my friend. And the worse is that he knows that this friend of mine is my best friend. I hate him for that. My friend kept it from me for a very long time but the fact is you can’t hide the truth forever. The truth will still be let out of the bag. I knew it all along. He just fell in “love” with my friend at the very first sight. He still got the check to ask my friend for number and say that he is actually wooing me. HA! What a joke. When my friend reject him then he call me. what a thick-skin he has. I felt betrayed. Guys out there can you imagine the feeling of feeling betray? Even when I change my Hp I never give him the new contact no. Cause I believe we don’t have anything to talk in common anymore. He tried asking my friend for my number but it’s useless. Since he chose to hurt me in the 1st place I won’t give him another chance to hurt me again. He’s a playboy. He can just fell in love with any girl. Anyway that’s the past. And he had his retribution le.

Don’t rather believe in love though I rather enjoy the feeling of being loved. Nowadays, good guys are hard to find. Guys are “block” and insensitive nowadays.

May I be blessed with a guy that I’ll walk with him through the rest of my life. =(