guess who i saw today? i saw my sec form teacher.. ya it's Mr Loo.. lol.. of cos he still remember me.. i'm pontempt queen..lol.. we had a rather short chat..

got back ECAM quiz today.. hmm..ok pass.. rather satisfied with the result could have got better result.. due to carelessness.. haha..
this time can get such mark should thank MR "V" for his "lenient" teaching..lol.. if not i think maybe jux pass or fail??? ok... cannot praise him later he float high up in the sky le..

VI today was totally disastrous.. my partner n me both were in a bad mood.. we does not know how to do.. actuali i dun reali get wat my partner intended to do in mind.. quiz was a ???? for me.. dunno how to do.. tml MA project submission.. dunno how to die... still got IA test.. tat one i die even jia lat.. tml a killer day for me..

next week exam break.. mux study harder.. mux catch up with e work.. if not cannot get into uni next time..

e incident had been pass for a week past but still cannot let go of it.. how i wish i lost all my memory and i would not think that much and begin mentally torture.. i can't help but my mind keep flashes the images of the body landing.. e bloody scene and etc.. pls.. someone pls help me.. at times i wish to go and visit a psychiatry c if got help.. cause i dun think i can get on with my normal life like this.. i might be getting a mental breakdown one day.. that is something i dun wish to see.. i dunno.. anyone got any suggestion??