really couldn't take evrything that is happening in my life.. it's so stressful..
work wasn't a smooth one.. try imagining my job, within 5 months 3people left my position.. i'm e 4th person who is staying at this post.. am i really that picky and choosy?

everyday i will be barked by the bitch, for no reason..even what i had for breakfast can also be a topic that can be commented and said.. in the office, i felt so small, being barked and yelled for no reason by her, even things that she previously did and pass on to me, there's some mistake and i spotted also can be my fault.. hey! can someone just help me? she's so unresonable.. all these are not the worse.. i felt no privacy and respect.. e most basic respect in office is do not touch one's table/desk w/o permission.. but she did, everytime after i left, she will go and check my things and change the position of my things..

i don't mind doing many things cause i know i will be learning something but at least somebody teach me before letting me do! she pass everything to me without teaching me asking me to figure out on my own, when i ask she will bark say everything there.. after i had it done when there's mistake she will say, can don't try to act smart? don't know anything must ask, not doing things according to how you feel it should be done.. its just so unreasonable.. the reason why she's not teaching me is because she pass all the things to me and WATCHING HK DRAMA!! that's why whenever i ask her she's not willing to tell me!

the most sickening part is she even rumage the rubbish bin, she went to check what i throw! hey! that's really ridiculous.. everyday she will come to my table as and when she like, just take things from my station without asking permission.. or come and see what i have done.. this is just too sick, i felt being watched..

i'm damn tired right now, sat went drinking and came back at 6plus.. did not had a good rest.. work in office is just so stressful, everyday i have endless things for me to do and i still need to tolerate those barkings..

i'm going for my medical appointment tommorrow, i just had a very bad feeling.. i might need to stay over there.. imagine how 'great' my office people are.. my medical appointment at 1030 but they want me to go back to office to work for an hour first than go medical appointment, after appointment go back office.. by the time i travel through and fro i think i'm already dead beat.. can't they just approve my unpaid leave?