went to church in the morning today..
had some things to share with you guys of what i've learnt from today sermon.. hope it will help you guys out if you are blindly pursuuing of something.. =)

1st question: ask yourself what are your possession in this world?
2nd question: is it really more to life than this?

after you've answered the above question lets come back to the topic.
nowadays, people possessions are pda phone, cars, career, house, etc...
but will our passion for all this last? the answer is NO! why?
because when we get what want we will want to achieve more of it.. in the end we will be blinded by all this worldly possession and pursuing blindly.. all these things will not last with us forever and it will not bring us joy in it.. as our passion for it is only for that moment, as it only satisfy our selfish needs.. when we're pursuing it, have we ever neglected people around us?

lets take career for example.. we're investing lots of time in our career and in the end who are we neglecting? our spouse? family? friends?
its good that we're working hard for our career but sometimes we really need to slow down our footstep and take a look at the people beside us, spending times with them and not only revolving your life with only work.. all these are things that money cannot bring us joy in it.. always be happy and contented with what you have.. don't blindly pursue for things that will not bring you eternal joy nor it will make you secure.. as it will only make you blinded by it and making yourself not happy by working very hard for that something.. in the end, you're a slave working very hard for your 'possession'..
yes, i don't deny that it will bring you pride and joy but does the joy really last? life is more than our self-centered pursuit..

well.. i guess what i've said isn't really convincing.. pardon me for having a bad memory to memorise everything..
i'll continue to blog it the next time i remember=)

have been hearing many things lately.. the questions that i hated people to ask me nowadays will be.. 1) what are you working as/ how's your work? 2) what have you been doing? staying the WHOLE day at home? 3) never go and hunt for a job? 4) your company approve SO many days of hospitalisation leave?
sry... i don't wish to make any comment on this question.. this is the greatest fear question that i ever faced.. cause people are making many comments on me and i feel i really can no longer take it.. just leave me alone for this question and till i'm comfortable i will discuss it freely with you guys.. i'm really breaking down on this question.. i don't know how people will judge me though there's still people out there who are more of concern ,rather then curiosity to this question but just leave me alone and spare me out for this question if you guys are really my friend and want to help me to get well.. whenever this question is being dropped on me there will be many other endless question following up and many why why why..
i'm sorry but please just help me by not asking this question..