after getting through all these days,i can't help but to think negatively at times.. i suppose you will be spending off your valentine's day with her creating surprise to win her heart.. what a joke.. why am i thinking of all these.. because everything in your life is all about her now.. i don't know how close you guys are getting on now but its more than a friend and in fact its in a relationship just that its not open..
after all these i know you will never even think back of us, just let me be the one to bear all the responsibilities, i have no one to blame.. what a joke we're worse off than a stranger now am i right?
from the past i have always accepted my fate.. whenever i start to treasure something i will lose it immediately..
this is what i have to bear.. i guess i'm fated to be alone for the rest of my life..


