fall sick le..
haha.. but it doesn't defeats me..

sometimes i'm wondering what are things that make you feel happy?
for those that are in love, is it the lover that you had or you found someone to accompany you when you're lonely?
it's hard to define at times as we're humans and we will feel lonely therefore we are always in search of finding someone who can make us feel happy..
does using money to buy an relationship that shouldn't have existed really makes us happy? i doubt.. it will not last.. the monetary trading will goes off after a period of time only when you step out of it and take a deeper analysis in this 'monetary cum ai mei' relationship..

somehow, humans are so hard to understand.. why does ones will hurt one another?
scheming thought and trying to win the other party..? but does it really last?


after being through so far till today, there's a conclusion..
those who are closer to us are the ones who we will be hurt by them..
hmm.. its hard to define this but do ponder on it for a few seconds of your life..

felt so much loved by people around me, the love,care and concern that they had showered on me, nevertheless those who never leave me.. the brave one 'Terrence' to scold me and you really make me cry.. and i mean cry.. your powerful scolding do awakens me.. though at that point of time i do hated you for being so harsh on me saying those nasty words.. but after much reflection, actually you took the courage to awaken me.. THANKS!!!